Sweet ladies,
I have to share this praise with you. My mum has a bipolar illness and 3 and ½ ago, she felt into deep depression, went to hospital, was there for few months, doctors could not help her and they told us, that she will never live the life like before. It was super difficult time for me. My mum was always a Christian and she was the one teaching me about a God and praying with me when I was a small child. When this depression hit her, I could not see anything positive in this. Except of many normal things she was not able to do like shopping etc. She did not want to pray anymore and go to the church. The biggest pain for me was when she was saying many times, that God does not love her and forgotten her. I prayed for it, no matter how the situation will go, that she will fell again loved by Him. I could not believe that the person, who all her life was loving God and Jesus, will let this world not loved by Them. When I looked at her I wanted many times just cry. Even 10 months ago I was really crying to my HH to give me the faith to believe that it is for some good and that He has it under control. Due to the circumstances I was seeing at her I was not able to believe it, I was not able to surrender complete to Him and I wanted to do changes in her medicine. But my dear ladies, He is so so gooooooooood. Firstly, He helped me to surrender it after some time after I asked Him for it. And two days ago when I visit her, she was reading the book My Beloved from Erin, that I gave her maybe 5 years ago. I even did not remember it. I told her, mum these are devotional one for one day. She said she knows, but she wants to read it in ones completely. I just smiled and my faith that she will start to feel loved by Him again increased. And you know what? Yesterday she was in the church!!!!!!! After 3 and ½ Ameeen!! Ladies you cannot imaged how big it is for all our family and how huge joy I have from it. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You my sweet Heavenly Husband!!! Ladies, when doctors tell you that something is not possible turn your face to the Best Doctor, because for Him nothing is impossible!!!! And if you have a problem to believe that any kind of dark valley you go through is serving for good, ask Him for it. He will give that faith!! Thank you my Love!!!